dun like it. dun like my attitude on court.why do i never learn??? why do i say one thing n do another??? i hate it. damn. was determined to change. why did i always get so easily agitated on court. why why why. gotta change!! wat for? angry? irritated? pissed? wat for? they want to be rough/violent, let them be. pple will see. wat's the use of getting angry? why muz i be so arrogant on court? why i muz comment so much? why why why?!!!

throat still hurts though. wat lousy strategy of throwing the ball into the area. waiting for pple to foul or own goal. wat a stupid idea. hello, who do u think you are playing against?? we aren't beginners, neither are we inexperienced!!!! pissed. u think such tatics can make us score own goals?? not when ur players keep pushing us!!! n how dare u comment that pple are pushing ur players when ur own players are the ones who are pushing!!! how dare u?! being rough n violent are parts n parcels of games n i admit it. i totally admit that i was pissed off with the rough-ness but i didnt complain to the ref, didnt i? and who are u to comment that i was pushing?? when i was the one being pushed throughout the whole match n being fouled, n elbowed??? idiot. i am irritated with the rough-ness but i like dat kind of attitude. however, who are u to comment on the players when u do not know wat's happening on court??!!! idiots! how many times were i fouled n how many times did i get a free kick cos of the fouls?? NONE at all!! idiots!

that aside. i seriouslly tidak senang attitude saya. haiz. n pissed! hate them for their off court comments!