cool. wat a word. was i ever so? i wanted to be. i noe. at least when i was in sec sch...haha. there was this "she's my idol! i like her!" craze in sec sch. and yeah i was in a girls sch n yeah the she here refers to the snrs. i was in netball when i was in sec1 and 2. there were some of us who had so called crushes on the snrs. i dun think i was one of them. not dat i noe of. but i noe i did admire one of the snrs. haha.

anyway, back to the topic. there were the then sec 4 batch (when i was in sec1) - angline ho and another malay snr who i forgot her name le..ha..then the sec3 batch reali had a number of 'followers' - jw, ee, audrey, doreal, lz etc. n of course not forgetting jade - the snr who's now in the singapore miss universe pagent. the sec 2 batch had a few but as the yrs go by, their followers of course increased..haa..like yq, ll, pl, hl etc.

an anlaysis of why they were idolized. the then sec4 batch was cool. a bit gao gao zai shan. i think that's y. + heng you po li..the sec3s were cool. basically juz cool in their own right and of course they are nice caring snrs. the sec2s were..less cool. haha..cos they were sort of closer to us. they are very very nice snrs though. =)

i still remb a time in sec 1 when i was still wif the sch netball team. we were asked to run 7 rounds ard the main sch compound, together wif the snrs. but then we didnt want to run wif them cos we scared of them...ha..so in the end the snrs ran in the morning b4 sch while we ran after sch when the weather was damn hot. i dunoe how stupid can we get..end up, i was one of the few who ran without stopping. some were walking lor..haa..

oh ya. as i said, i wanted to be looked at as someone who's cool. but apparently i felt dat i wasnt not dat i tried being one..haha. thus i was shocked when my fren wrote a msg to me in my autograph bk in sec 2 dat.."...stay cooL!.." i noe it may mean something else..but hey, someone said i'm cool!! whaaa..=) of course i have my idols. but back then i think it's juz admire. not idolizing if there's such a word. pple like pl, jw, dt, ee etc..jw was quite cool lor. pl also.but i think jw is quite a gd netballer la. i think my idolizing stopped when i went sec3 cos i switched cca. hmm maybe it only applied to netballers back then? =)

i got new idols liao!! hball idols. as in i already had a few la. but got additional new idols now. thus the list is: tweety, xw, sq, sy + hl, dt. i think i'll juz keep on adding to this list lor. unless they stop playing hball. got new netball idol too. thinks she's damn zai though haven reali seen her in action. she's quite blur too. =) n yeah. she's DAMN COOL la.. =)