10 posts. this being the 11th. the second in less than 2 weeks' time. total disappointment. juz totally disappointed with the outcome and the process. why am i not asked too. i guessed i'm not part of u pple. not the relevant parties. i noe they might had asked me already. but it helps when u do ask. esp if one of u is a close jnr and the other being from the same year. i still can accept if u are getting pple of ur batch of hb-ers to join but even the 2 to 3 from my batch too?? i really dunoe..i can accept playing with anyone, as long as i'm playing with these 2 to 3 pple..if let say sy is not joining then i really dunoe whether i can tahan playing with a certain someone. i really dunoe. and i'm juz disappointed. i can only say ur team will be strong and is most likely to win. though i'm sure i will be up to keep goals out from ur team but i'm juz sad i have to do this to my frens who didnt ask me along when i thought they wld. even the rest who were asked never ask me along too. when i wanted to play with them and get them along by suggesting their names. just one word

DISAPPOINTED.

very very sad now. i realised i'm being ignored everywhere. everyone ignores me and dun reply to my sms and answer my calls. i give up. u want to reply u reply. else i heck care. at least i did sms-ed before. i noe i'm falling into a period of self-depressed mode and low esteem. but u check the number of times i was jio-ed to go out. i noe it doesn't help dat i always dun go out..but seriously. i dunoe wat to say. the nobody listen to me and being ignored parts dun help too. i will be ALONE.